That is Not the God of My Understanding…

I was driving down a long stretch of highway, somewhere between Arkansas and Texas, when I saw the words, ‘Real Christians Obey God’s Teachings’ fill an entire billboard.  My first feeling was anger.  Why would someone want to put that on a billboard?  It reminded me of my grandmother telling me that ‘God won’t like […]

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Are you in God’s Way?

One of the most frightening things that I’ve ever had to do is hold a sedated horse for my husband.  I don’t do it often.  And, when I do, it is because I am his very last resort to be a vet assistant. Just imagine holding 800-1200 pounds of wobbling beast.  My husband becomes so […]

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Making Amends and Finding God

If you ever wanted to make me cry, forget about being mean.  That won’t work.  My hillbilly ire may be raised a bit, but I will not cry.   But, if you are kind, it gets me,  every time.  It touches the soft part of my heart that spills over like an April shower that […]

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My Family’s Past Meets My Present…

Eleven years before I was born, Henry Heaton died.  He was my paternal grandfather and he was an alcoholic. I don’t know much about him.  What I do know explains a lot about the fear and shame that I inherited surrounding the disease of addiction. There was one story that my dad told many times. […]

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Your True Center

Last Friday, I was a bundle of nerves.  No one thing had happened.  But, I had nagging fears that something would.  You see, I was concerned because my plans were not coming along as I thought they should. Over the course of the day, those anxieties seemed to grow to the point that they were […]

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